Stressed.


I was calculating my marks and see how many marks I need to get for this promotional examinations to get promoted.


To get at least E for the H2 Subjects:
Econs must get 47 (41 for sub-pass)
Maths must get 50 (44 for sub-pass)
Geog must get 45 (39 for sub-pass)


To get at least E for the H1 subjects:
Physics must get 45 (39 for sub-pass)
General Paper must get 45 (39 for sub-pass)


I need 3 sub-pass and 1 pass.
I think I can pass my GP.
Cos I predict that if I get 28 for my essay (which is the standard I get for my mid-years),
then I only need 11 marks from my compre paper to get a Sub-pass for GP.
So GP SHOULD/MUST pass.


Now I'm worrying about my H2 subjects.
I look at the marks above,
and I really dunno which one I can get E.
Hopefully I can get E for geog, since I got 45 for my mid-years, all I have to do is to maintain the 45 marks for the promo paper to get E.
And I really want to get at least an E for the rest of the H2 subjects also.
I want my report card to look better.
And what if my Chinese is a B?
Then my report card will look sucky.


I dunno if I should say that I regret not working hard for my mid-years.
If it because I didn't know that JC papers will be tough?
Or is it because I was really too slack?


I may seem like a mugger but the problem is that I have short-term memory.
I cannot remember a lot of things unless I keep doing (practising, in other words).


I was wondering,
if I had been to Poly,
would it have been better? Or worse?
No one will know.


I may seem easy to get the marks mentioned above,
but I'm not confident that I'll get Ds or Cs.
All thanks to my mid-years.


Argh.
Can I get back my papers now?