I really don't know whether to be glad or sad.
Glad cos I've got improvements and I sort of met the promotion criteria.
But sad that my grades are still very lousy and my Geog is only 44.2, which means that if the teachers do not round up to 45, I'll not get an E, and thus not meeting the criteria of at least an E for a H2 subject.

This totally suck.
No,
I TOTALLY SUCK.
Maybe I did try my best, but I know I could have done better if I had put in more effort in the first half of the year.
I seriously pray that the teachers will not moderate down on any of the subjects.
Especially my geography.
I just need that one mark.
God please bless me.

If the teachers are to moderate the marks down,
all I can do is to believe that it is God's will and that He believes that it'll be better for me to retain.
Maybe I should have faith in myself, my parents, my friends and of course, God.

I've got friends that are very upset and disappointed with their results.
I'm so sorry that I can't do much to make them feel better.
All I know is that I'll pray for a miracle to happen.
No matter what happens,
I love them and the memories that I had shared with them will stay with me for the rest of my life.

RETAIN isn't the reason why I'm feeling down.
It's the thought of staying another year that made me feel that way.
And it's killing me.

13 November...