Oh no.
Stress coming in my way.
It's like...
PROMOS IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS TIME.
Then we have the stupid PW written report to be handed up.
And I'm trying to stay calm but I realised that we didn't finish all the stuffs yet and we're nowhere near perfection.
It's really frustrating for me because it makes me think about the June holidays.
I've wasted the June holidays.
We could have used it for Pw or I could have used it to study more but I dunno what the hell happened.
I think I spent more time slacking than studying,
even though to many people,
I seem to be a mugger (or maybe just hardworking only)
But whatever it is, it's pissing me off because time seems to be running out.
It's like a train right behind you and you're running for your life.
The problem is that I cannot even get out of the track and I just keep running.
I really wanted an A for my PW because it's something that is managable.
I already fear that I cannot get an A for my chinese so the best thing to get an A now is PW.
But it seems so difficult.
I tried to do so many things to solve the problems but they just keep coming.
And the thing is,
I already mailed the sponsors (something related to my PW)
but they did not bother to reply.
and what the hell.
We didn't know that we have to mail them out until Mr Chia told us 2 weeks ago.
We wrote the bloody letters 2 MONTHS ago.
Don't you think we should just kill ourselves? (No suicidal thoughts here.)
I'm just freaking pissed. It may seem like nothing, but when they all add up, it's a lot.
And I dunno what to do now because it seems like no one else gives it a shit and I'm like one out of a million people worrying about things in my life.
Sometimes I think I rather live in Africa.
Maybe the environment sucks, but at least there's no stress because the only thing you need to worry about is your survival.
And now I'm wasting time crapping.
I dunno what to do.
I really don't.
Ok I think I'll just shut the hell up and continue with my work.
I think you can sense the anger from this post.
I'm just pissed with myself so dun worry.
I'll be ok.
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