I've done so many things.
things that I should not have done,
things that I regretted doing,
things that hurt people,
things that hurt myself.
Is it my fault?
Should I blame myself?
I wished everything can start anew.
I wished I can choose again.
I wished I had think before I do.
But now.
Is there a chance?
A chance to start again?
A chance to admit my mistakes?
A chance to make sure I did not hurt anyone?
Sometimes I felt like I could.
By throwing everything behind,
migrate to somewhere where no one knows,
and start my own life,
and lead my own way.
Is it tat simple?
Or is it really that difficult?
If it's difficult,
Does it mean that's the end of me?
Or am I juz being pessimistic again?
Life is so unpredictable.
I'm juz so afraid to face it.
I know there're frenz, family,
who can shower me with love and care.
But most decisions have to be made by myself.
And that's wat Im scared of.
I'm scared of makin the wrong decision,
and doing the wrong thing.
I know I carn regret,
coz one of my motto is "never regret the choices you've made".
I know I should not go against my own motto,
But it's hard.
We always said, "If only I know..."
"If only I could..."
"If only I did..."
These are the words that show
that we are regretful about choices we made.
How we wish we can do everything perfectly in our own way,
so that there'll be no regrets,
no sadness, no fears...
But what is done has been done.
We've made it here,
and it's time to choose another path again.
Life is like a maze.
We don't know which way is the right one,
but we choose the one that we feel it's right.
YES. CHOOSE THE PATH THAT GOES WITH UR HEART.
ONE DAY, WE'LL FIND THE WAY
THAT LEADS US TO HEAVEN. (=
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