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Written @ 5:32 AM
Gary's "Superwoman"(Chinese version) and Karyn White's "Superwoman"(English version), are the first songs that really touched my heart till I cried until my eyes were swollen. I dunno wat happened to me but I guess the songs must have been reflecting about what I've been through. I was hugging my sylvester, crying in the middle of the night, coz the songs repeating in my mind. Maybe you'll understand when you've read the lyrics. Somemore the singers sang the song until so sad, you couldn't help but cry it all out.

Honestly, I didn't cry that night. That was the "Colors Of Asia" night. All those sad things happened on that particular night. I swallowed all my tears back, thinking that I'm always strong. Yet...... Till 2 nights ago, I finally let it all out. Feeling good and definitely a lot better than before. I wouldn't want to lie to myself, kept forcing myself to like Joshua Ang or something, but I think I'm so fake. I do think he's handsome, but in fact I'm not really in crush with him or something. I just can't lie to myself, neither do I wanna let people think that I'm really crazy about Joshua Ang.

When will people around me ever learn that I'm not as strong as they think I am? When will they ever know how much hurt and scars he had left for me? When they ever know that I can't really adapt to changes in my life? When will they know it's not so easy to forget?

Think everyone will still not understand... I'm sure nobody would want any sympathy from the others when they're sad, so do I. But I just wish that u frenz out there, know how fortunate we are, to be able to be in the same class. So maybe we should really learn to cherish the days we can have together left. Let go of all the anger, the hatred, the sadness and the regrets that have ever occured between us, coz I dun wanna see more regrets from anyone. Regrets are a kind of burden. Don't forget that....